Held back and haunted by the past Anonymous
	Since as far back as I can remember inside I've never really believed that I was anything. While I use all I have and strive to achieve and be someone in life, inside there has always been that little girl who was told countless times how she will never be worthy of this world, she simply was not good enough for anything. She ruled my life always helping me put myself into situations that time after time left me a target to be taken advantage of, used and hurt. She always reminded me and reaffirmed everything I had been lead to believe throughout my childhood, they were right, I was nothing. I finally reached the point where I knew something had to give, emotionally I was broken, I was tired of being alone, trapped by other people's words and actions all my life. It was then I met Isabelle, who week after week walked through my life with me, guiding me, slowly opening my eyes and supporting me along the way. I didn't realize in the beginning that it was in fact a journey I had begun from the moment I had stepped into the room with her. It was a journey that would over time put to rest what had haunted me for so many years and held me back. It was time to finally tell that little girl inside of me that she deserved everything life had to offer, was just as worthy as anyone else of love and happiness. I was finally set free to be all that I could be... and more!
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